I try not to wear mask but I do have diffent sides...

     I have an apology to make, none of you know me.  It isn't that I am not comfortable or myself around you but that each of you brings out different aspects of me.  Each of you knows me a little differently because each of you bring out a unique part of me, and you have been through different journeys with me.  Here are some of my different sides.  Let me know which one you know best, or if the side you know isn't listed.

The Struggle is Real Side

     If you know this side we relate on a deep level.  We probably have the same desires for our future.  You understand what I go through day to day from being a little boy crazy to wanting to eat junk food all the time.  Often times in our conversations I reply "ditto" or "same."  We grow closer as friends by being bad at the same things, the struggle is real.    

Fandom Side

     Don't tell anyone but I am a part of fandoms.  If you know this side we can talk about a TV show, movie, book, play or all of these things for hours.  Not many other people understand why I'm obsessed with different things but you do!  I won't let anyone judge you if you don't let anyone know I'm just as obsessed as you.

Introverted Side

     Can we just sit here in silence and be happy that we are in each other's presence?  While everyone else sits laughing their lack of sleep out, we will just talk calmly about life.  Awkward silence isn't a think in our friendship.  You understand that silence doesn't mean I'm not interested.  

Awkward Side    

    You most likely don't know your apart of this side.  Often times I have no clue what to say to you.  Maybe because you are a cool kid.  I am mostly afraid to be anything except happy around you.  I don't want you to see me as weak.  In turn, I am awkward around you.  Let's face it, you are the friend I simply want to impress, but, in all honesty, you're too cool for me.

Straight up Side

    Our time together is usually laid back, but full of deep conversation.  You know me in a unique way because not many people get to know me like you do.  You get to know a little bit of each of my sides.  Many people think you're extroverted, but I have the greatest opportunity to know you from your laid back side.  Your opinion is most valued in my eyes.

Extroverted Side

     You would never imagine that I am introverted.  When I am with you I want to talk constantly and I sort of taking on your personality.  In the course of three days, we talk about everything that covers the past months of our lives.  When I am with you I feel open to meeting new people, and I am not afraid of what others think.  You make me awesome!

Cray Cray Side

    I'm crazy around you but if we are honest you're crazier than me.  We usually spend all of our time laughing, I have the most inside jokes with you.  Sometimes all you have to do to make me laugh is smile. 

Popular Side

    You make me feel cool simply because I am your friend.  I most likely became friends with you originally because you were the approachable one of the cool crowd.  Your first impression of me was probably like "aww look at the pitiful girl shy and alone in that chair."  Now we are both way too cool for school.

Nervous Side > Motivational Side

     When I am up in a tree, you are the one that can always bring me down.  You understand my nervousness or anxiety, to the point that you know the perfect time to make me smile or hug me.  Our friendship is beautiful because you see God's strength in my weaknesses and I see Him in yours.    

   

     Oh my you all mean the world to me and I feel loved a million times over simply because you are in my life.  Often times I learn more about myself(and you of course) while I am with each of you.  The examples in this post mainly came from the past weekend of my life, getting to see all my forever friends in one weekend!  The sides above are only some of them, and they are the reasons why I don't have just one best friend.  You all make me smile ear to ear.  Your hugs make me feel loved.  Overall you are all amazing people.  God is good through you.  Thank you for making life easier.  Keep being you friends because I find you pretty awesome. 

Your Forever Friend,

Lizzy